you know what's the best thing about dragon boating? its the team work that i really admire..
thou super tiring but i think its worth it..
and i'm like pretty tan as compared to last time.

i wonder if i'm going to stay in dragon boating...
i do enjoy it, but i still love dancing..
i hate to have to choose either one cause it sucks to have to give one up.
till the day i have to choose one, i'll just enjoy every minute of it!!

school sucks, lectures are damn tiring, i cant absorb anything at night!!!
crashed mornin lecture last week and i could learn better!!
but i'm back to work this week.. and its my last week before i break to study.

anyway, i guess i havent said this to my dad in a long long time, but nevertheless,
i dont want to keep it inside me.



This is to my dad :

Daddy, you know i love you deep down inside even though i have never really told you.
I treasure every moment spent with you, and i really do love to have you by my side.
I know there isnt much time left and i really do want you to hold on and stay with me..
i want you to see me through my university days and the most important day of my life,my wedding day.
Please stay with me a little longer. i need you. i really do.

I know bout your deepest secret, i chose to keep it to myself because i want our family to stay together. I have no siblings and if anything were to happen to this family, i'd be lost.
I forgive you daddy, for everything you have done. I was extremely hurt and disappointed when you left me home alone to meet her.I know men stray sometimes, but i know mum loves you with all her heart and she sacrificed everything just to take good care of you. Please dont hurt her or me anymore. i love you dad, thats why i'm hurting inside.
Daddy, i'll trust you once more, because you have seen the love mum has been showering upon you for the past year.
My life hasnt been smooth sailing and sometimes,i feel so vulnerable.
Many times,i was on the verge of breaking down,but i still stood strong.
Dad,even though i feel like giving up, i am still staying strong for you.

I'm sorry i haven been there because of work and school. I have never told you the reason for me working, because i do not want you to feel bad. But i'll support myself in every way i can.
I'm sorry i haven been the nicest daughter either. But dad, i hope my little gestures do assure you that i care. I know i dont usually show it, but i hope you know that i'm always praying for you.
Please be strong dad. We are strong for you too..
You know, mum has been crying sometimes too? because she doesnt know what she'd do if you leave us. she needs you, more then i do.

Daddy, you're the best dad ever.. I can lose everything in my life, but I dont want to lose you.
i hope i can continue to be strong... but i know someday, i will fall.. and i hope you'll still be there to catch me.


With love,
your daughter.



left her thoughts ♥ 12:36:00 AM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!